LalaRed

My life is really startin to take a toll on me....
And I don´t know how to fix it!
I don´t have any more ideas!
A couple of days ago I got my first tattoo...
I did it as a reminder for my self to never give up, but right now everything just feel so hopeless!
I feel sad and depressed and empty, all at the same time.
How do I get away from those emotions?
I just wanna live a happy life with my love, but I can´t right know because of a lot of stuff that I can´t even do anything about.
Where do I buy a problem-free and happy life? Has anyone got a tip?